Takemeaway;;
One day his name just didn't make me smile anymore.


Everyday i realize why i do this, to everyone and myself. Im afraid, i can honestly say im afraid to see what would happen with us. I know it won’t be bad, i just know that you would never hurt me. Yet, i still have thoughts that there might be a chance you will. There’s no way to find that out unless i give you a chance. You shouldn’t be with someone that you arent sure 99% that he would do anything in his power to be with you and try not to hurt you. I need the reassurance that you and I would be fine. I don’t think it will happen, because I’m to afraid of committment with you.